It is great to see the number of days that I have survived growing but unless I can enjoy those days and get benefit from them long term there is little point in them actually happening.
I actually want the days when the cancer has totally gone and I can lead a normal life, going back to work, sharing with my family and grandchildren, being a normal human being. So to achieve that I need a plan that works, an outcome that brings that result, and an end to the cancer completely.
Sounds easy doesn’t it?
But I know that it is possible but not that easy – I need motivation – I need something to drive me forward – something that gives me real hope that this recovery regime will work.
The next objective is to try and get back onto the regime I was on a few weeks ago before this whole pain thing took over every moment of my day and before it tries to do so again. Of course I have to continually watch my pain levels because technically if the cancer is getting worse then the pain levels will increase as well and I could end up back where I was a few weeks ago.
A lesson to be learnt here I think!
So what I know is that I have to promote an alkali diet, wipe out sugar of all types, that includes that in fruit etc., remove dairy and meat completely, try and oxygenate my system the best I can as well as a number of other bits and pieces.
The issue I have so far is that those things I have tried have been horrible to take and I really have struggled getting myself to follow the regime. Greens Powder with water! Yuck! I’m hoping that Toni Brodelle is going to point in me in the right direction as she has experience of this sort of treatment.
I’m hoping that my health has not got to such a low level that however hard I try I’m not too late and it will all be wasted. I’m determined to do my best to conquer this dammed condition.
It can be done so why not for me at least?
I’ve got a number of document and on-line sites to read up on so that I have a basic understanding of exactly what I should be doing. I’m happy to spend out the necessary cash to obtain the correct books, information, products and other supporting material; I just need to know where to get started from now!
I’m already exhausted trying to get my head around what is required and feel like I want to just curl up and go to sleep for a few hours and forget the whole thing. See I told you it is hard!
Well I know it’s a very short blog today but by the time you get your head around it you’ll be yawning as well! The weekend is upon us and I’m sure you have lots of plans to prepare for and carry out.
Enjoy the rest of your day and maybe tomorrow I tell you a bit about what I have achieved in my planning to carry out my alkali plan, there again perhaps I’ll leave it until Monday. Enjoy your weekend.
Love to all,
I Was The Traffic Genie until this happened!
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